hmm here is the revised book outline w some thoughts
the only new section is 'waters weight on our world' i tweaked some thoughts you gave me and others and put it a the end with sort of an intellectual call to action.
idk how much you've read, but here it is:
Only Human, working Outline
Only Human
A Manifesto
“Its all in Perspective- Truth is subjective.”
A collaborative work for a global paradigm shift.
Compiled and interpreted by Launi C. Harrell
Table of Contents
What It Means To Be Human
-Born into religious, societal, family beliefs. (un chosen indoctrination- tie into conclusion by quantifying the relationship between unchosen beliefs and there limit on our success as sentient beings and our ability to cope with our material reality)
-Emotions
*Emotions in relation to decision making
The Limit of Language
-Defining communication
-Details the limits of language in the exchange of information, whether that be emotion, concepts, or events.
-Number Theory
*Little known concept that words and human communication are in fact based in mathematics at its core.
Human Species 'Deficit' Of Knowledge
-The Middle Ages
-Religious Crusades
-Historical record keeping
*Often biased to victor
*Many things are cited to other manuscripts that claim there source as somewhere else...
-Societal collusion
The Case For Spirituality
-Defining 'Spirituality'
*living life for the benefit of the spirit, rather than materialistically measured reasons
-Common themes
-Theosophy
*System of belief that states all religions are an attempt by some unseen 'force' to progress the human species.
Mental 'Illness'
-The Case For Healing
*at its core, illness describes something that can be healed/fixed, if it is permanent, it would be termed a mental 'disability'
-Mental illness and genetics
-Environmental Conditioning
-Lack of successful life models
-Lack of sufficient coping skills
-Hearing Voices
-Hallucinations
Realities Realm of Impossibility
-Quantum Physics
-Alternative Realities
-The 'Paranormal' and 'Supernatural'
*Defining anything that exists as natural, but these are 'outside the norms' of the average persons experience, so humanity labels it as 'unnatural' or 'supernatural', but if it exists it is obviously within the realm of nature/natural law... is this not self evident?
Mental Wellness
-Building relationships that MATTER
*ones in which truth and honesty are valued above the other persons perception of you
-Fringe/quantitative thinking vs. Psychotic thinking
-Innovators connections to the unknown
Existential Knowledge
*Belief in an outside force granting knowledge. (Nikola Tesla for example)
-Clairvoyance
*Impression
*One liners, or 'motivating' though behind the whole process
*audio
*visual
*Vision/Combination of visual/audio (better word?)
*exploring how to recognize legitimate mental illness from whatever DOES exist. (I would argue everyone says theres SOMETHING, some REASON,/Force behind it all, but no one can adequately explain them in human terms due to the INHERENT limitations of language)
How to be 'Human'
-How to get the most out of what has been built/formed by the chaos/nature or order/an-unseen-force.
*and examination of what we really want, why we want it, and how society will change in the future.
Waters Weight on Our World
-Exploring the connection between h20 and life.
Structure Of the Universe
(Quantitative Law Detailed Overview)
-Quantitative Law of Existence
-Quantitative Law of Learning
-Quantitative Law of Evolution
The Ultimate Hypothesis
-An opinionated belief/view of the information contained within the book combined to form my 'Grand explanation/theory' of the purpose of life itself, our role as sentient beings in the universe, and our connection with existence.
Logical Quantification/Thinking as a Key to the advancement of a Sentient Society
-its application to our success as a species as a whole.
Let's reverse the question. Imagine being a discarnate spirit, asking another discarnate spirit "what awaits us in life?" Well, it kind of depends, doesn't it? The life of a typical teenager is probably a bit different from the life of your average medieval peasant is probably different from the life of Paris Hilton's chihuahua is probably a bit different from the life of my houseplants.
The experience of "Life" is highly varied.
Why assume the death experience would be less so?
Conspiracy is nothing more than a fancy word for "planning" in which the citizens have deliberately been excluded from the early stages thereby leaving them in the dark as to the ultimate goal of the project; I understand your concern. But I feel that since they create/operate the imaginary system, there motivation is not profit.
For example, glenn becks recent specials on george soros do appear to make it seem as if he is evil. Truth is subjective. If the value of the american dollar was to fall, wouldnt the value of other currencies then rise? They will be able to purchase MORE from us for LESS. Since they will be able to purchase MORE for less, we will have to MAKE MORE. Giving more people jobs... sure they are all getting paid 'less'... but america would then redevelop its own domestic marketplace.
So the question is ... what really happened in this scenario?
Nothing... its all imaginary, we as a species allow the 'profit motive' and 'poverty motive' to exist. These motives are extremely beneficial to progress, but NOT humane in any sense of the word.
Sometimes when you're ready for a change... and you kind of know it but won't admit it, when it comes, not only are you surprised, but it hurts. Yeah, I know that doesn't help much, unless you remember the 'ready' part. Because there is simply no change that might ever transpire in time and space that happens before you're fully able to use it for your own growth and glory .
Go ahead and take the leap. Believe everything until you know otherwise - because once you discover the "truth", you'll know it doesn't matter. Everything is simply reflection/perception. Change it, accept it, love it, all is well.
I believe I can share my story using general terms but if I go into [specific] details then I am not following what I believe in.
I think you are on the same level and are able to understand what I have to say as truth.
I understand, but for me its not an ego issue, it's about protecting the truth from those who may use it for bad - that was what was overwhelming the most about what I have yet learned, knowing I have to protect my core values and not allow anything to get to me and use what knowledge I have... to gain an unfair advantage over others.
I believe some of the people in the world work together and share this 'information' in groups who may be using it to ruin our world, but hopefully those like me and you can step up together and change the outcomes that may end badly for us all.
You aren't some spiritual pawn, you know. God didn't send you down here with a paper bag over your head. You pulled the bag over your own head and eagerly jumped in. You knew the experience would be beneficial and that you would learn from it. God gave us free will, and doesn't really interfere unless you ask him to.
I have a feeling that if all the NDE'ers are right, when you die you will realize that instead of bickering with God about your own choice to be human, you could've spent that time doing what you came here to do: helping people and growing spiritually.
was merely speaking on what we know is provable. There are as many theories on after-death experiences as there are on what's REALLY on the menu at the local chinese restaurant. Personally, I find faith and reassurance in that which I know to be true, and not what I feel should be true.
Feelings and emotions are terrible guides at times leading us down paths we know we shouldn't follow, but nearly impossible for us to resist.
I don't put a lot of stock into NDE's or such, as I'm never really sure I can trust the source. Allow me for a moment, to draw somewhat of a parallel explanation. In my teens, I began to believe in God and the bible wholeheartedly. I believed there was a terrible hell that millions of people were headed straight for - and they didn't seem to know or care.
I couldn't believe that they wouldn't care that they were going to burn for eternity, and even more incredulous for me to believe was that the members of the church weren't too fond of doing anything about it either. I felt that it should be shouted from the rooftops, and heralded in the newspapers, echoed on television sets all across the world.
Nearly all of the other church members agreed with me, yet absolutely NONE of them would do anything to get the message out. I felt the church must be defective.
Then I discovered the Pentecostal faith. This was almost unbelievable.
God would reach down and touch these people, electrifying their bodies with a mystical power causing them to speak in tongues, tremble, shout....I felt that HAD to be the ultimate experience. THAT is what I wanted, because THAT HAD to be real. I was prayed over. I prayed.
Time passed and went on and on and on, and guess what. It NEVER happened. I was recounted many stories by others of the magical power of the holy spirit and the healings and lives changed - yet here I was, in my youth, earnestly seeking for meaning - seeking God, right in the midst of what I believed to be God's people with his alleged work right in my face and he SHUNNED me?
I began to think that perhaps I was either demon-possessed and beyond salvation - or that something else was going on here.
It wasn't very long after that, that my intellect kicked in and I saw the whole charade for exactly what it was.
Nothing more than a dog & pony show thrown together in a backwoods church by even more backwoods hicks in an effort to add a little more meaning to their meager lives. The whole "church" events had become nothing more than social events for the regulars, and maybe a little guilt-cleansing for the not-so-regulars.
The point of my senseless babble here is that what they TOLD me is what they wanted me to believe.
Their fits of "anointing" of the holy spirit were nothing more than them doing it to themselves and giving god the credit.
They claimed to experience something from a celestial origin, when they were really the ones in control.
Now, I'm not saying that all NDE's are made up, or embellished upon lavishly - it's just that I am not certain of exactly what runs through someones mind when they tell me something that would be beyond the norm. I'll stop the prattle now, and entertain with some of my favorite theories.
#1. Our consciousness is actually made up of tiny energy particles that was created in the big bang. Our entire reality actually IS consciousness - who's form is energy, in the form of matter. It's entire purpose is the evolution of mind in matter - to enrich it's own knowledge of itself. It has guided evolution over the years, finding out what worked...gave up on the dinosaurs when it finally invented flight, and it's crown glory has been the creation of mammals. Every event in history is transcribed in light, most of all of which is reflected back into the cosmos. Upon our physical death, these energy particles pass on our experiences into the cosmos and they in turn enter into other newborn beings taking our consciousness, but not our memories, with them. I can elaborate more on this theory if you would like, it's quite in depth.
#2. A thought I had during a mind bending/expanding experience with psychoactive substances. At barter faire, on shrooms.... on this one-time-trip, I was shown a vast array of hard drives, and was told that every person in existence was actually a program running on a computer. (very much like the matrix)
The cosmos was the main software running, and every single thing in it that was happening was nothing more than self-sustaining code, that had the ability to learn, and also the ability to adapt. Death didn't exist, because neither did life. IT WAS ALL AN ILLUSION, like Einstein said:
Reality is merely an illusion albeit a very persistent one.
#3. I sometimes get 'the feeling', and I have on several occasions when someone I knew had died that was of questionable moral character. I had a meth head cousin in law that died in a cocaine induced car wreck.
He was a hopeless drug addict, and dealer, with a vicious temper and personality to match.
We had several skirmishes, one of which nearly resulted in him placing a 9mm slug between my eyes while he shouted accusations of some bizzare nature.
Very little love was lost when he died, at 24, yet in the following days I got the creeping suspicion that he was still around.
I knew he was dead.
I saw him in the casket. I got the feeling that he was slowly regaining some sense of consciousness and had nothing but pure evil on his mind - yet that he was veiled just enough from this world to where it was too "foggy" for him to function.
I had grandparents, one of which had Alzheimer (on my fathers side), and my grandmother (gm) cared for my grandfather(gf).
For years my gm nursed my gf. One day, my gm wasn't answering her phone, my cousin investigated and found that our gm had died during the night in her sleep.
My gf was in the last stages of his disease, he knew nothing, could say nothing, recognized no one.
He WAS rather active before my gm passed, as she would have to run after him and herd him back into his recliner where he was more manageable.
AFTER she passed, my gf changed drastically.
He did nothing but sleep. After a week of sleeping 18 hour days, he began waving periodically - into thin air.
He would even smile.
At this time, we noticed that the clock on the mantle above the fireplace had stopped on what the coroner said would have been my gm's approximate time of death.
Within a week, my gf had died.
A few days later, as their home was being sorted out, it was noticed that my gf's watch had stopped at the same time he had died.
My father has sworn that he has seen their ghosts at his house, and every time he has, they were always holding hands....and always smiling.
#4. We are caught in a loop. We have existed many times before, and will exist many times again in the future. What makes us "us" is the particular combination of DNA that formed us. This universe has existed many times before, in many different forms, and in an infinite loop - some of those times are bound to be identical, or close.
How did I come to believe things like this?
Step1. Always played an imaginary game w my friends where we would develop 'alien' civilizations... constitution, income sheets, newspapers... and we would act out when we were together in total complete detail. We were all SO into it... we never broke character whenever we were fantasizing. This led me to think about aliens.
Step 2. Dream about aliens rofl
Step 3. Develop my 'society/alien-race' further
Step 4. Dream about 'my society'
Step 5. Look for validation of the existence of 'something more', yearning for the inherent beauty for true equality for all. With emphasis towards EXTREME rehabilitation if someone breaks such a 'just' societies laws (of course, with imaginary technology to help a lot) (not brain washing, but like (towards the end of development, my constitution included equal rights for cyborgs) Everyone gets free education at every level. And this ensures no societal collusion. Nothing is allowed to be kept secret except for descriptions of weapons or advanced tech unique to the civ, not tech it discovers of other civs.
My [ideal] civilization publicly acknowledge(d)s that it 'steals' technology, but once it does, unless weapons related, the findings are immediately analyzed and shared with the society as a whole- as in the entire species. Defense tech is also shared with all.
This pissed the sh*t out of my friends, one even went so far as to develop a sub-space communication blocking technology so he could maintain his dictatorship.
We had a board that issues news to the entire species, an internationally funded board with ridiculous amounts of oversight. If any person in the entire world can prove you have intentionally lied (which is easy to do in this advanced of a society), you are forced, again, into EXTREME rehabilitation. This rehabilitation board is also set up similar to the news board.. all things have to be approved by ALL nations when comes to psychology, because of societal differences. (except the dictator towards the end, because he withdrew from the 'league')
Religions exist exstensiveley, in the sense that the people beliefs vary in the higher realms of thought that still have yet to proven.
The last game we played, we established a 'techocracy' relinquished our anctient imperialist ways, set up a 'Prime Directive' based on star trek.
The entire time, it was agreed earth was within the borders of my civilization.
I wrote an entire notebook about how my people, who I fantasized 'loved' me, should deal with earth, how it should be changed, how we can do it... and make 'them' feel as if they are as grand as I believe us to truly be.
Very horrible things began to happen in my life. My family descended into alcoholism when my mom split from my stepdad of seven years... and I descended into my mind; and a deep depression caused by my fantasies and the lack of there manifestation in the real world.
I was even sent to a psychiatric hospital after I made a huge breakthrough in thought, which no one else could understand. I was ordered to stay there for 14 days, and they released only on a LRO, which forced me to take 800mg of Lithium, 25mg of Zanex for sleep, benadryl to prevent 'cognitive clogging' from the 5mg of zeprexa 3 times a day. and 10 mg of Trileptal to prevent the tremors.
The judge and the psychiatrist I was under the charge of added an uncommon stipulation to my LRO: if I was to take a blood test and there was ANY evidence I had lowered my doses, I would immediately be sent back to the psychiatric hospital for the remainder of half-year less restrictive order.
It was either I choose that, or stay in the hospital for the remainder of the six months.
This is when I lost faith.. not in our constitution, but those who trample on it. I wrote the ACLU before I agreed to anything, and called until I got through an talked to a lawyer. He told me he agreed with the judge an that my thinking, he was sorry to say, did seem psychotic.
I want to help everyone understand what I know/believe to be true.
That is my goal, to fuck the current direction of the NWO.
Thoughts?
